casmir pulaski day

sufjan makes me feel like portland and portland makes me feel whole and new and pure. which makes me think of jesus. which fills me up with goodness and light. i remember sitting in that bedroom in the farmhouse on the land of the family who all lives next to each other. sunlight was pouring in and the air was moist and i felt clean and refreshed and alive. i will spend my whole life always trying to have this feeling. beauty and nature and air. it's my heaven.